I ran around like a madwoman the first week back meeting up with friends who wanted to hang out, and helping people with things, and this last week I pinched a nerve in my neck so bad that I passed out shortly after I had done it! I went to see a chiropractor on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday (And the physical therapist), and then tomorrow is my last appointment. Tuesday my car broke down (Or the batter died is more like it), and I discovered that even though I am pretty much out of a job I still must pay for the new battery we put in it and the tie down it was missing (And I have to take the car in on Saturday to have it looked at for some infernal buzzing noise it makes when I shift into park, reverse, or drive.). Monday I also went to a bachlorette party that really made me realize how sensitive I am to pornographic material, even if it is just used in jest (Or for a party). It got to be to where I had to leave the room for a while and hang out in the kitchen. But I am glad that I did!
A lot recently I have noticed this sensitivity, and I mean what I am hearing or seeing or reading does not have to be very physically heavy for me to feel like it is too intense. Which I suppose it a good thing that I know that, but at the same time it definitely cuts back on the movies and books that I like. But I have decided not to count this as a bummer, but as a blessing! If I cannot read it/watch it because of my sensitivity than I should not read it and I do not think God would want me to either!
I am glad I have decided this. Now it is the practicing of it that I will need to work on.
Keep you posted!
~Kai Rennegade
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